I am a young girl in my late teens, and I had been dating the same boy for almost 4years (we started as friends in church). We were both happy for a while, and all our friends in church were jealous of us. I had decided to remain a virgin till I at least had gained admission into the University, before I would let him touch me.
One day we were alone in his house and after several playful touching and smooching, we finally “did it” and he kept telling me how happy he was that I let him be my first, he said he would never leave me and that I would be his wife; I was really happy, and I felt he was really my soulmate. After about 2weeks, I noticed he stopped texting or calling me, each time I called his phone, his room mate would pick up to give me one excuse or the other. I thought it was nothing, until the day I bumped into him on my street walking with another girl. I almost fainted, they were holding hands and laughing, when I called out to him, he ignored me.
As I write this I am about 3 months pregnant, I have not told anyone at home because my mother would kill me. He still does not take my calls, and I have no idea what to do. I need your advice before I do something stupid because I have considered killing myself.