Dear Elsians,I need serious help and I’m wondering if readers can help me. I’m not a bad girl, I’m just a good girl in a serious bad situation. I had this boyfriend when I was still in school. The first day we had sex was like I was being disvirgined all over again. He has a very very huge dick. When I first saw it I didn’t want to have anything to do with him cause the sight scared the heck out of me. But he kept on showing signs that he really loves me. So after six months I gave in.He was my second boyfriend. I was so in love that I thought he was the man of my dreams and after school we would get married. After school he broke up with me. I cried, I begged, I screamed, I cursed but it was futile.After two months my friend told me the best way of getting over a heartbreak was dating someone new. So I started dating another guy. I noticed something was wrong the first day we had sex. He wasn’t happy after the event. I asked him if anything was wrong but he said nothing. After then he never made a move on trying to make love with me again. He started avoiding me. I talked to my friend about it and she said maybe I’m rusty in the act and I should try some new moves on him. I called him, said I wanted us to see, did some seductive act and then we made love. I tried the styles I knew he would love.After the act I turned to see the expression on his face but it didn’t look like he had fun. I asked him what the problem was, wasn’t I good enough and what he said shocked me.He asked if I’ve given birth before. I stammered as I asked him why the question and he replied that my vagina was too big. I was so embarrassed. I wore my cloths and without saying a word I went over to my friends house and told her what he said. She tried consoling me by suggesting that maybe it was his manhood that was too small but I knew that wasn’t the case because he had the average size manhood. I don’t sleep around and have been with only two men all my life. So how come my vagina was already wide?Then I remembered my ex boyfriend and how huge he was also how demanding he was in bed. We made love every single day, sometimes thrice a day. Since I thought we would get married I didn’t mind. Now we are no longer together I’m the one paying the price.I told my friend this and she got me some soaps and cream to use while bathing. I tried this for one month and then I got a new boyfriend. We went through the usual courting and then when it was time to make love I was so confident. After the act the guy just stood up wore his cloths and with an unsatisfactory look on his face told me I was too wide. This time around I cried. Now I’m scared to date anyone. Please readers help me. What can I do to get my vagina back to how it was? What can I use to make it tight back? Please help me.